adjren
08-04-2014, 01:33 PM
Complete lack of inspiration, a little worried you'll find me; a little worried you won't.. a little worried what will happen if you do.
There's a piece of me missing, and I've rejected my 'mentor/savior/exlover/idol' from my being.
Why do I still feel so incomplete? Why can't I connect to the inspiration I used to, and am I even supposed to?
Am I to flicker out, a man child; or is there really a bigger purpose and an essential energy I've lost?
I've never known if you're safe; If I can trust you, or if I can trust who you consort with. I'm worried you may muddy my being the same way she did.
I know you'll find this somehow, but if I sense even the slightest glimmer of danger towards myself or the ones I love and protect, I will disappear again.
center
grounding
protecting
healing
but afraid to reach out.
https://soundcloud.com/adjren/a-djren-children-of-a-lesser-god
There's a piece of me missing, and I've rejected my 'mentor/savior/exlover/idol' from my being.
Why do I still feel so incomplete? Why can't I connect to the inspiration I used to, and am I even supposed to?
Am I to flicker out, a man child; or is there really a bigger purpose and an essential energy I've lost?
I've never known if you're safe; If I can trust you, or if I can trust who you consort with. I'm worried you may muddy my being the same way she did.
I know you'll find this somehow, but if I sense even the slightest glimmer of danger towards myself or the ones I love and protect, I will disappear again.
center
grounding
protecting
healing
but afraid to reach out.
https://soundcloud.com/adjren/a-djren-children-of-a-lesser-god