Lyrics that depict your current disposition

[Ryan]

Turn down the TV
Turn down your pulse
Turn away from it all
It's all getting too much

Exercise One, Joy Division

[Ryan]

New Order - Denial

Here I am in a house full of doors but no exits

In a light that is grey like the stain on my windows
All of this is a gift, such a painful companion
Inside of me

It's just something I know, the answer's not there

It comes and it goes and it frightens me
It's just something I know, the answer's not there
It comes and it goes and it frightens me

This feeling inside me can't confront the decay

To fall down on my knees and resume this charade
Believe me, this distance, it's not what I need
Inside of me

It's another story, some of it is blurred

I tried to understand him, I tried so hard
Time worked so well upon us inside of me
Inside my soul, Inside my soul

Time worked so well upon us

Inside of me, inside my soul
Inside of me, inside my soul

[Your Name Here]

...............

[Swykk]

I know the stars will align
If not tonight then some other time
Sleeping off the shade in the back of a car
I tried to get away but the car wouldn't start
I may never get it right
My chemicals may balance in some other life
I never thought that we wouldn't rule the world
I always think we will I keep my teeth gnashed still

[botley]

I love acid
Acid
Acid

[Ryan]

So this is permanence, love's shattered pride.
What once was innocence, turned on its side.
A cloud hangs over me, marks every move,
Deep in the memory, of what once was love.

Oh how I realised how I wanted time,
Put into perspective, tried so hard to find,
Just for one moment, thought I'd found my way.
Destiny unfolded, I watched it slip away.

Excessive flashpoints, beyond all reach,
Solitary demands for all I'd like to keep.
Let's take a ride out, see what we can find,
A valueless collection of hopes and past desires.

I never realised the lengths I'd have to go,
All the darkest corners of a sense I didn't know.
Just for one moment, I heard somebody call,
Looked beyond the day in hand, there's nothing there at all.

Now that I've realised how it's all gone wrong,
Gotta find some therapy, this treatment takes too long.
Deep in the heart of where sympathy held sway,
Gotta find my destiny, before it gets too late.

[ldopa]

[Ryan]

Cry like a child, though these years make me older,
With children my time is so wastefully spent,
A burden to keep, though their inner communion,

Accept like a curse, an unlucky deal.

Played by the gate at the foot of the garden,
My view stretches out from the fence to the wall,
No words could explain, no actions determine,
Just watching the trees and the leaves as they fall.

[Ryan]

We all need our time in hell

[Ryan]

Deep in your eyes
I know they lie
As the night must die
Every morning to give birth to the day

So must all love die
To born a hatred
Until now unknown
Every hell I know I will make you feel

Deep, deep
Down you go
My love is your hell
To suffer and cherish

Deep, deep
Down in your soul
My love is your hell
Sadistikal

[Ryan]

secrets, share with another girl
talking all night in a room
all night, everything slowing down
i wish i was yours

strangers, nobody knows we love
i catch your eyes in the dark
one look relives the memory

remember me
the way i used to be

[Ryan]

i can't take it anymore
this is it i've become
this is it like i get
when my life's going numb
i just keep moving my mouth
i just keep moving my feet
i say i'm loving you to death
like i'm losing my breath
and all the smiles that i wear
and all the games that i play
and all the drinks that i mix
and i drink until i'm sick
and all the faces that i make
and all the shapes that i throw
and all the people i meet
and all the words that i know
makes me sick to the heart
oh i feel so tired...

and the way the rain comes down hard
that's how i feel inside...

[Ryan]

You're dying for the hope is gone
From here we go nowhere again
I'm trapped in my face and I'm changing
Too much
I can't climb out the way I fell in

Jump with me
For that old forgotten dance
The midnight sun will burn you up
Your life is cold
Your life is hot
Your life's too much for words

[Ryan]

Drowning like a fly in my drink
You drone about being on the brink
But I really don't care what you think
Oh I'm sick of it all
Sick of it all
I hate the way it's always the same
Hate recrimination and blame
And you just wait for me to fuck up again
Oh I'm sick of it all
Sick of it all


The ways you try and put me down
Sweet revenge for the things I've done
The ways you try and twist me around
"give me a taste of my own medicine"


Drowning like a fly in my drink
You whine about being out of synch
But I really don't care what you think
Oh I'm sick of it all
Sick of it all


I hate the way you want me to be
Hate regret and humility
And you just wait for me to fall at your feet
Oh I'm sick of it all
Sick of it all


The ways you try and run me down
Make me pay for the things I've been
The ways you try and push me around
All you want to do is win


Any love you once felt for me
Has turned into this travesty
Of selfishness and jealousy
So why can't you just let me go?
Any love you once felt for me
Has turned into this travesty
Of selfishness and jealousy
So why can't I just let you go?

[Ryan]

The Cure - Spilt Milk

I don't think I ever know
If I ever really want it
Could be why I'm never sure
If I ever really got it

And I guess it's maybe easier
Not to think too much about it...
A house a car a family and friends
Yeah all it means to justify the ends

But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm wasting all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm putting off my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always, always too late...

I don't think I ever know
That I ever really need it
Could be why I'm never sure
That I ever really feel it

And I think it's maybe easier
To guess I really mean it...
A house! A car! A family and friends!
Yeah all it means to justify the ends

But sometimes... I wonder...
A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!
Yeah all it takes
To make sense of the rest

But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm killing all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm giving up my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always, always too late...

And every day that I let slide
Is one day more I never try
To break the world
To make my fate
And with every day that I let go
It's one day less I ever know
If it's always
Always too late...

[Ryan]

The Cure - Spilt Milk

I don't think I ever know
If I ever really want it
Could be why I'm never sure
If I ever really got it

And I guess it's maybe easier
Not to think too much about it...
A house a car a family and friends
Yeah all it means to justify the ends

But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm wasting all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm putting off my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always, always too late...

I don't think I ever know
That I ever really need it
Could be why I'm never sure
That I ever really feel it

And I think it's maybe easier
To guess I really mean it...
A house! A car! A family and friends!
Yeah all it means to justify the ends

But sometimes... I wonder...
A girl! A smile! A holiday and sex!
Yeah all it takes
To make sense of the rest

But sometimes... I wonder...
In the back of my mind
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm killing all my time
Sometimes... I wonder...
If I'm giving up my real life...

What I could've done,
Where I could've been
When I should've gone,
Why I should've seen
Who I would've loved,
How I would've dreamed
And if it's always, always too late...

And every day that I let slide
Is one day more I never try
To break the world
To make my fate
And with every day that I let go
It's one day less I ever know
If it's always
Always too late...

[ldopa]

When the closest one is the farthest away
How it burns in your mind when there's nothin' left to say
When the closest one is the farthest away
Is there anything I can do to help you wanna change
When the closest one is the farthest away
It'll break down your mind with those lonesome feelin' ways
When the closest one has nothin' left to say
Just keep on truckin' through another broken day
All you can do
Is what's best for you
All you can do
Is what's best for you
When the closest one is the farthest away
How much longer will you take those dark and lonely days
When the closest one is the farthest away
Will there be another chance for us to feel a little change
When the closest one don't look at you the same
Has she forgot the spark that you always used to bring
When the closest one is the farthest away
How it burns in your mind on those tough and lonely days
All you can do
Is what's best for you
All you can do
Is what's best for you
When the closest one has nothin' left to say
Well, do your best to make her feel wanted every day
When the closest one is hatin' all your ways
Well, let it be and do somethin' to help it go away
When the closest one don't look at you the same
Just try to think about some o' them good lovin' days
When the closest one don't like callin' your name
Remember back when you were once both on the same page
All you can do
Is what's best for you
All you can do
Is what's best for you
When the closest one is the farthest away
How it burns in your mind when there's nothin' left to say
When the closest one is the farthest away
Ol' time will work against you when you start to fade away
When the closest one is the farthest away
Will there be another chance to try to heal our hurtful ways
When the closest one starts lookin' the other way
How it burns in your mind when she says that you're to blame
All you can do
Is what's best for you
All you can do
Is what's best for you

*hank 3 like a mother fucker*

[reznovka]

Counterparts - Collapse

Back-pedaling into the black
But I can still make out the figures
That will threaten my well-being
The wind will rise and fall
But never sway from side to side

Progression halted
Encapsulating the fluid weave of death
Like a garden that contains all of its arrested offspring
We’re afraid to force our legs to break free from the earth
And take the first step towards our insecurity

Sleep away your selfishness
Slip into collapse
A still-like state of disregard
From which you can’t fall back
You never fully moved me
I’ve been embedded in the dust
And my mind has been ravaged by war

Pray for farewell as if I was yours to lose
I would love to love you, if you were someone else
So forgive me for being unresponsive
I’m sure it’s hard to train your ears
To hear me crying out for help
With my lips sewn shut by the stitches of my own indecision

So I’ll speak in whispers to permit my throat relief
I bite my tongue
Fill my mouth with blood
And swallow enough to kill me
Before I’m forced to lose more sleep
So I’ll speak in whispers to permit my throat relief
I bite my tongue
Fill my mouth with blood
And swallow enough to kill me

I would love to love you
If you were someone else
Am I fit to walk alone again
Or will you save me from myself?
Breathe life into me
Be all that I can see
Or carry on without me
And just know I wished you well

[Ryan]

The Cure - All Cats Are Grey


I never thought that I would find myself
In bed amongst the stones
The columns are all men
Begging to crush me
No shapes sail on the dark deep lakes
And no flags wave me home

In the caves
All cats are grey
In the caves
The textures coat my skin
In the death cell
A single note
Rings on and on and on...

[Halo Infinity]

Fear Factory - Replica

There is no love!

Every day I feel anonymous hate! Forever in the shadow of disgrace!

I am so filled with pain. A bruised and darkened soul. Spare me from the life that's full of misery. Spare me from the life's that full of pain.

I don't want to live that way! I don't want to live that way!

[kel]

send my love to your new lover
treat him better
we gotta let go of all of our ghosts
we both know we ain't kids no more

i'm giving you up
i've forgiven it all
you set me free

[Ryan]

Leave me to die
You won't remember my voice
I walked away and grew old

You never talk
We never smile
I scream
You're nothing
I don't need you any more
You're nothing

It fades and spins
Fades and spins

Sing out loud
We all die
Laughing into the fire

Is it always like this?

[kel]

faith has a good side still everyone he
ever loved they all turned bad
constance has his own way of breathing
and you know
you couldn't will him to survive
couldn't will him if you tried, and there's a concrete sky
falling from the trees again
and you know now why
it's not coming 'round too soon
it's harder than a heartbreak, too

[Ryan]

In the warm sun
In the arms of the devil
I’ve paid my debts
There’s a promise here to settle

I feel your sorrow, I feel your pain
Behind the darkest clouds the sun always shines again
I feel your sorrow, I feel your pain
Behind the darkest clouds the sun always shines again
My sun

I want more
It’s more than you can imagine
It’s no way to leave
It’s always’s bound to happen
I’ll never get old
Not older than you
I’m a sinner, i’m a saint
I’m nothing without you

I feel your sorrow, I feel your pain
Behind the darkest clouds the sun always shines again
I feel your sorrow, I feel your pain
Behind the darkest clouds the sun always shines again
My sun

That’s a glory
Deep in my soul
Inside screaming the devil’s taking hold
Through the sound of a passing dream
I hear you calling, calling out my name
Calling out my name

[Halo Infinity]

Fear Factory - Flashpoint

I lied right to your face and I'll burn eternally.

In flames. In flames. In flames. In flames.

Instinct has failed me now. Enslaved by my mistakes.

Lies sink in like gasoline. Saturates my body. One last spark of dishonesty and that will be the death of me.

Damned in flames. Damned in flames. Damned in flames. Damned in flames.

Lies engulf me. Lies, they burn me. Lies, they purge me. Lies, they free me.



Fear Factory - Damaged

Consequences that had left me for dead. Repercussions that went straight to your head.

Determined to destroy all that you know. Conceal your lies in the web you compose.

Trusting in no one. Believing in nothing. Living in a world of pure deception.

So far this life is contemptuous. This mind. A gun. So relentless.

Damn. I am damaged for life. Damn. Like I've been crucified. Damn. I damaged for life. And I can't believe I'm alive.

[Halo Infinity]

Korn - Dead

It seems funny to me how fucked things can be. Every time I get ahead I feel more dead.

All I want in life is to be happy. Happy!



Korn - 4 U

This shit right here is for you. All your faces I can see. You all think it's about me.

I'm about to break. This is my fate.

Am I still damned to a life of misery and hate?

You will never know what I've done for you. What you now put me through. I'd do it for you.

I could have never lived, if it wasn't for you.

[Halo Infinity]

Hed PE - Self Aware

Big world. Big lies. Much more than meets the eye. One life. One word. One time we must be heard. This love. This hate. Can't go on. Can't wait. This lie. One told. Can't go on. Can't grow. This life. This time. We awake. We decide. Who's right? Who's wrong? This murder can't go on.

I'm so alive...

Alive....

I'm so alive...

Never ask. Never know who you are. Who's in control? Fight hard. Fight well. The youth can tell. These wars. This world. This neighborhood. The greater good? We awake to what's wrong...
This murder can't go on.

Fuck me? No! Fuck you! You're gonna murder me? No! I'm gonna murder you! Hate me? Now I hate you! Respect me, or I won't respect you!

What gives you the right to just take away my life? I am self aware!

I am a part of everything. The life that you bring is not yours to play games with...

Fuck you!

I am part of everything. The life you bring is not yours to play games with.

Thank you and goodbye...

Thanks for creating me, but I'm not down for the abuse.



Hed PE - This Love

Are you feelin' kinda lonely? Hold on and remember you're not the only one. It won't be long before the sun shines in your life. Illuminatin' your world. There's a time to get it right.

What went wrong?

But it's never too late to make a change. Start over, and just walk away from all the pain. No matter what you do... stay true. Remember that this love will always be there for you...

So never forget why you're here and what you came for with some regrets...

We all guilty. We all shameless. Don't even lie. Nobody perfect. No one blameless. Ya feel me? No matter what you look like... or where you came from, this a family, we all under the same sun. That's real talk...

Remember that this love will always be there for you...

Through the good times and the bad. Never forget all the good times that we had. The best is yet to come if you believe in yourself... and no one else.

You fight when you gotta fight... Murder and kill. We murder at will. Here come da warlord through the war torn territory.

What's it all for? What does it all mean? Where does it all end? Why can't we be friends?

No matter what ya look like... or where you came from, this is a family, we all under the same sun. That's real talk...

Remember that this love will always be there for you...

[Ryan]

Danzig - Going Down To Die

And I know
That it's true
All the fire
Has burned through
Well you know I've played
So hard

And the light
Grows so dim
And my time's getting slim
All the words
Just don't mean much

And I know I'm saying
Goodbye
And I know that I'm going
Down
To die

In my heart
There's a wind
And it swirls up a dim
It's so loud
It drowns my mind

'Til the coin that I pass
To the ferryman's grasp
Lets me leave
My pain
Behind

So I part
And I'm oh so cold
And I hope to release
My heart
Better leave
While my song still calls
It's the truth
That I'm going
Down
To die

[Pillfred]

Violent Femmes - No Killing

I don't wanna see my brother die
We don't want no killing Lord
I don't wanna to see my sister cry
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna see I I I I I
I know that bad things are going down
I, I know that loneliness is all around
I know that the world is starved for love
Love
Y'know that there's good
And there's evil
And there's evil
Disguised as good
They're knocking at my door
They're knocking at my door
Don't let them in
Don't let them in
I think it's the Milwaukee Police
I think it's the police
I think it's the polizei
I think it's the polizei I I I
Everyday everyday everyday everyday
I need your love love
And it's a bad bad score
And I need you all the more
I need your love
Love

[Ryan]

Morning star
Light my way
Blackest light
Keep me straight

Candle burn
Light the skies
Hear my name
None more high