I want to, but I can't turn back
I want to, but I can't turn back
They don't sound as good outside my head.
I'm afraid this has just begun. Consequences for what I've done.
I couldn't stop myself. Now I came back haunted.
You were never meant to see all those things inside of me.
I'm just trying to find my way.
I want to but I can't turn back. But I want to.
This isn't meant to last! This is for right now!
The plastic face forced to portray.
Everything pushes me further away.
Wave goodbye. Wish me well.
A little more. Every day. Falls apart. Slips away. I don't mind. I'm okay. Nothing ever stays the same.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 07-08-2015 at 09:47 PM.
My voice just echoes off these walls.
this disease i give to myself
You let me do this to you.
It looks as though the past is here to stay. I've become a million miles away.
God Money I'll do anything for you. God Money just tell me what you want me to. God money nail me up against the wall. God money don't want everything he wants it all.
God Money's not looking for the cure. God Money's not concerned about the sick among the pure. God Money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. God Money's not one to choose.
Well I used to stand for something, now I'm on my hands and knees. Traded in my God for this one, and he signs his name with a Capital G.
I wish this could have been any other way. I just don't know what else I can do.
I've done all I can do
Could I please come with you?
Sweet smell of sunshine I remember sometimes
and when I suck you off not a drop will go to waste
And now I can't tell the difference or know what to feel between what I've been trying so hard to see and what appears to be real.
I put my faith in God and my trust in you, now there's nothing more fucked up I can do.
I want to but I can't turn back, but I want to.
It runs even deeper.
What if I found a way to wash it all aside?
Perfect little dream, the kind that hurts the most.
Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything.
-insert Peristence of Loss instrumentation-
I am trying to see. I am trying to believe. This is not where I should be. I am trying to believe.
Shove it up inside! Surprise!
That's what I say to @tony.parente every time I give it to him in the ass.
Just slip away and disappear.
I'm just trying to find my way.
Somewhere
out there
anywhere
i don't care
get me outta here
I hope they cannot see
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This isn't meant to last! This is for right now!
Need to contaminate to alleviate this loneliness.
I come along but I don't know where you're taking me
I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me
turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky
the more I give to you the more I die
Less concern about fitting into the world.
And now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be. And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see. Now I know why and now I know why things aren't as pretty on the inside.
Recently cut some girl that revolves around attention and thinks everyone loves her out of my life. Now every time I see her all I can hear in my head is
"Teeth in the necks of everyone you know, you can keep on sucking 'til the blood won't flow
When it starts to hurt it only helps it grow, you think they know your name but not this time
No, you don't"
In the back, off the side and far away is a place where I hide.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 09-15-2015 at 06:52 PM.
I need your discipline i need your help you know once i start i can not help myself
All these lines on my face and i still haven't found my place
Give me just a little baby
There's a part of me that I wanna get back again.
Night descends
Could I have been a better person?
If I can only
Do it all again...
A fool's devotion swallowed up in empty space. The tears of regret frozen to the side of his face.
Persuasion. Coercion. Submission. Assimilation.
And all of this is a consequence brought on by your own hand, if you believe in that sort of thing.
I am just a copy of a copy of a copy. Everything I say has come before.
Everywhere now reminding me I am not who I used to be. I'm afraid this has just begun. Consequences for what I've done.
I am just a shadow of a shadow of a shadow always trying to catch up with myself.