Every
day
is exactly
the same
Every
day
is exactly
the same
I am trying to see
I am trying to believe
This is not where I should be
I am trying to believe
Persuasion
Coercion
Submission
Assimilation
I'm actively house hunting. Disappointed is resonating with me, at least the chorus is.
Thought he had it all before they called his bluff. Found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough. Wanted to go back to how it was before. Thought he lost everything, then he lost a whole lot more.
A fool's devotion swallowed up in empty space. The tears of regret frozen to the side of his face.
In my nothing
You meant everything, everything to me
I know you tried to rescue me.
Didn't let anyone get in.
Let with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been.
Oh my god, can it go any faster?
In February I was worried about Coronavirus, and I was telling my parents they need to stock up... They didn't listen to me.
"I believe I can see the future"
Later that month, my school had a gun threat and a smoke bomb went off in the lunchroom, all in one week. The week after, my school was closed for Coronavirus.
"I survived everything"
And now that I'm in in self-quarantine
"Every day is exactly the same, There is no love here and there is no pain."
And a bonus line.
"You've become a virus, killing off it's host"
EDIT: I would like to steal a line from someone above me
My god, can it go any faster?
I just need a minute to breathe...
I think
I could
lose myself in here
(various methods)
I don't know of any lyrics that can sum up my entire life but I think "The Frail" could fit in most moments. It's an instrumental but it's applicable to most of my experiences.
It’s not specifically NIN but Trent going ‘aaaaaaaaaaaagggggghhhh’ in the Quake soundtrack pretty much sums everything up neatly
You might like this
https://www.reddit.com/r/nin/comment..._tell_anymore/
Help me
I broke apart my insides
Help me
I've got no soul to sell
Help me
The only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself
I am all alone this time around
Sometimes on the side I hear a sound
Places parallel I know it's you
Feel the little pieces bleeding through
I tried to sneak myself through
I tried to get to the other side
I tried to patch up the cracks and the holes that I have to hide
For a little bit of time even made it work okay
Just long enough to really make it hurt
When they figured me out and it all just rotted away
Don't you fucking know what you are?
Go on get back to where you belong
Wanted to cap somebody
Wanted to buck em' down
Wanted to pull the trigger
Just to hear the fucking sound
I got my propaganda
I get my cable free
I hang it from my neck
And go to work from tree to tree
It's gotta be the poison
They're putting in my food
It takes me by the brain
And marks me to my every move
I try to change the channel
The channel's changing me
I take the cup and prop it up
Before I start to pee
I stumble from the toilet
I'm sprawled across the floor
I feel my head expand
Beyond the room
Beyond the door
I'm in an oval office
In an electric chair
I sign my name
Beneath the claim
That I don't really care
I got survivalism
You've got my claim to fame
I got the right to say
I'm fighting under Jesus' name
I see the .45's
But I won't act surprised
Lost my faith along the way
And found myself believing your lies
I got my propaganda I got revisionism
I got my violence in high def ultra-realism
All a part of this great nation
I got my fist I got my plan I got survivalism
My voice just echoes off these walls
My life it seems has taken a turn
Why in the name of God would I ever want to return?
Peel off our skin we're gonna burn what we were to the ground
Fuck in the fire and we'll spread all the ashes around
I want to kill away the rest of what's left and I do
Yes, I do
Got a new face and it feels alright
New world
New times
Mutation feels alright
God damn this noise inside my head
Erase me.
Hey, can you hear? (Can you hear?)
It gets (it gets) so lonely in here
Hey, can you hear? (Can you hear?)
It gets (it gets) so lonely in here
Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away.
The line of lyric "A line of lyric looping in my head" is looping in my head.