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11-04-2014, 03:04 PM
#211
This is not where I should be
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11-05-2014, 12:27 AM
#212
If I take it all back some way, somehow. If I knew back then, what I know right now.
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11-05-2014, 04:01 AM
#213
Yes, I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
And it worked
Yes, it did..
Well, the tiniest little dot caught my eye
And it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling
Like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone
I kept picking at that scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through
Now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be
And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty on the inside.
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11-05-2014, 06:02 AM
#214
If I could start again, a million miles away. I would keep myself. I would find a way.
The ghosts of who I used to be, I can feel them come for me.
Please. I never meant to. I never meant for this. I'm just trying to find my way.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 11-06-2014 at 10:09 AM.
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11-09-2014, 07:35 AM
#215
There's nothing left for me to hide.
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11-09-2014, 12:00 PM
#216
I think I used to have a purpose,
Then again, it might have been a dream.
I think I used to have a voice,
Now I never make a sound.
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11-09-2014, 03:39 PM
#217
Don't you tell me how I feel/You don't know just how I feel
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11-12-2014, 02:43 PM
#218
Watching all the insects march along. Seem to know just right where they belong. Smears of face reflecting in the chrome. Hiding in the crowd, I'm all alone. No one's heard a single word I've said. They don't sound as good outside my head. Looks as though the past is here to stay. I've become a million miles away.
I've got to let go! I've got to get straight! Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away.
Got to let him go! Find another way! Why'd you have to make it so hard? Let me get away.
Is there hope for me after all is said an done?
All the spoils of a wasted life.
Tired faith all worn and thin. For all we could have done and all that could have been.
The currents have their say. The time is drawing near. Washes me away. Makes me disappear. I descend from grace in arms of undertow. I will take my place in the great below.
I'm safe in here. Irrelevant. Just like they said. My voice just echoes off these walls.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 04-12-2015 at 11:19 PM.
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11-13-2014, 05:34 PM
#219
You know I still got my one good arm
That I can beat—I can beat myself up with
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11-14-2014, 08:24 AM
#220
When all I'm really doing is trying to hide. And keep it inside. And fill it with lies. Open my eyes? Maybe I wish I could try.
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11-14-2014, 10:25 AM
#221
I'm on my hands and knees - literally (bloody slipped disc)
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11-14-2014, 08:10 PM
#222
I'd listen to the words he'd say
But in his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear, it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away
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11-14-2014, 08:13 PM
#223
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
Please take this
and run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been
Gone.. fading..
Everything..
And..
All that..
Could have been..
Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
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11-15-2014, 11:03 AM
#224
Got me a big old dick and I
I like to have fun
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11-17-2014, 11:56 AM
#225
Every day is exactly the same. Every day is exactly the same. There is no love here and there is no pain. Every day is exactly the same.
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11-17-2014, 06:13 PM
#226
I am the GREAT DESTROYERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...........
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11-21-2014, 02:58 PM
#227
Everywhere now reminding me. I am not who I used to be. I'm afraid this has just begun. Consequences for what I've done.
I don't believe and I had to see. Came back haunted. Came back haunted. I said goodbye and I had to try and I came back haunted. Came back haunted.
I have made a great mistake. Pray the Lord my soul to take. The ghosts of who I used to be. I can feel them come for me. It looks as though they're here to stay. I'm just trying to find my way.
The past repeats itself. I can not tell the difference anymore. I can not trust myself.
And I only have myself to blame. And I only have myself to blame.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 11-21-2014 at 05:45 PM.
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11-21-2014, 10:12 PM
#228
I survived everything
I have tried everything
Everything
And anything
All the walls begin to dissolve away
Feel your hands begin to shake
And just who you think you used to be
All begins to bend and break
Wave goodbye
Wish me well
I've become something else
Something else
(Just as well, really)
But this thing that lives inside of me
Will surely rise and wake
And his seed that bleeds right through to me
As it comes to grab and take
I am home
I believe
I am home
I am free
I am home
I can see
Always here
Finally
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11-22-2014, 06:19 PM
#229
And if you look at your reflection, is that all you want to be? What if you could look right through the cracks, would you find yourself, find yourself afraid to see?
Now I'm nothing.
I've become a million miles away.
I just made you up to hurt myself.
I am trying to see. I am trying to believe. This is not where I should be. I am trying to believe.
They try to tell us what we can and can not do. Same thing we've heard a hundred times before.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 04-12-2015 at 11:22 PM.
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12-06-2014, 03:57 AM
#230
You will never ever get to me in here.
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12-07-2014, 05:08 PM
#231
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12-07-2014, 11:31 PM
#232
Everyone I know goes away in the end
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12-10-2014, 04:49 AM
#233
Wave. Wave. Wave. Wave goodbye.
I think I could lose myself in here.
I've become a million miles away.
I escape every now and then. And to think I find myself back here again and again.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 04-12-2015 at 11:28 PM.
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12-25-2014, 02:37 AM
#234
Stay with me, hold me near while I'm still here.
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12-28-2014, 02:57 AM
#235
My voice just echoes off these walls.
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12-29-2014, 08:11 PM
#236
As I lie here and stare
The fabric starts to tear
It's far beyond repair
And I don't really care
As far as I have gone
I knew what side I'm on
But now I'm not so sure
The line begins to blur
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12-30-2014, 02:27 AM
#237
happiness in SLAVERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
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12-30-2014, 05:50 PM
#238
Your time is ticking, ticking away. Your time is ticking, ticking away.
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12-30-2014, 07:39 PM
#239
So impressed with all you do.
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01-01-2015, 04:45 PM
#240
Every day is exactly the same.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 02-14-2015 at 05:46 AM.
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