No one's heard a single word I've said
They don't sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I escape
Every now and then
And to think
I find myself
Back here again
And again
God knows how much I've tried to
No one's heard a single word I've said
They don't sound as good outside my head
It looks as though the past is here to stay
I escape
Every now and then
And to think
I find myself
Back here again
And again
God knows how much I've tried to
I eat your loathing hate and fear. Should probably stay away from here.
Hey look what's staring back at you. Caught reflecting in your eyes. Well I'm becoming something new. It's getting hard to recognize.
Obsolete. Insignificant. Antiquated. Irrelevant. Celebration of ignorance. Why try change when you know you can't?
Did you ever get that feeling? Man, I can't seem to shake it. Not quite as clever as we think we are. Knuckle dragging animal.
When we could have done anything. We wound up building this we deserve.
With illusions of enlightenment. With our snouts in the dirt. With our snouts in the dirt.
This will come true
Help me get through
Into you
All I can do
driving me through
Into you
Make this come true
Help me get through
Into you
All I can do
Pushing it through
Into you
All I can do
Driving on through
Into you
You're slipping through
I'm coming too
Into you
We could become
Two into one
Leave this behind
Over and done
Everything new
I'm getting through
Into you
For once in my life I feel complete
And I still wanna ruin it
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How did I get here? How can I go home?
Now I'm afraid I'm fading out of sight
The echos in my eyes
Of all they used to see
Burning down the world
Ashes and debris
And all that's left of you
And all that's left of me
All have washed away
Non-entity
Oh and also...
After everything I've done I HATE MYSELF FOR WHAT I'VE BECOME.
Fuck.
I'm at the bottom, y'all.
Do you remember the time we
And all the times we
And should have
And were going to
I know...
God Money I'll do anything for you. God Money just tell me what you me to. God Money nail me up against the wall. God Money don't want everything. He wants it all.
Slave screams. He spends his life learning conformity. Slave screams. He claims he has his own identity. Slave screams. He's going to cause the system to fall. Slave screams. But he's glad to be chained to that wall.
I don't know what I am. I don't know where I've been. Human junk. Just words and so much skin. Stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine. Just some flesh caught in this great big broken machine.
Lose me. Hate me. Smash me. Erase me. Kill me.
Tried to save a place from the cuts and the scratches. Tried to overcome the complications and the catches. Nothing ever grows and the sun doesn't shine all day. Tried to save myself but myself keeps slipping away.
I believe I can see the future because I repeat the same routine. I think I used to have a purpose but then again that might have been a dream. I think I used to have a voice. Now I never make a sound. I just do what I've been told. I really don't want them to come around. Oh no.
Every day is exactly the same. Every day is exactly the same. There is no love here and there is no pain. Every day is exactly the same.
Don't try to tell me how some power can corrupt a person. You haven't had enough to know what it's like. You're only angry because you wish you were in my position. Now nod your head because you know that I'm right. All right.
Well I used to stand for something. Now I'm on my hands and knees. Traded in my God for this one and he signs his name with a Capital G.
Nice and high and far apart. Just like they said. I built this place with broken parts. Just like they said. You chip away the old version of you. You'd be surprised at what you can do. I'm safe in here. Irrelevant. Just like they said.
My voice just echoes off these walls. My voice just echoes off these walls. I don't need anything at all. My voice just echoes off these walls.
I am just a copy of a copy of a copy. Everything I say has come before. Assembled into something into something into something. I don't know for certain anymore. I am just a shadow of a show of a shadow. Always trying to catch up with myself. I am just an echo of an echo of an echo listening to someone's cry for help.
I am just a finger on a trigger on a finger doing everything I'm told to do. Always me intention my intention your intention. Doing everything you tell me to.
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I'm sifting through the ashes of what I have become.
Just how far down can I go? I don't know. I don't know. I don't know.
"Celebration of ignorance" has underlined every thought I've had about 2018.
"Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be"
Dress up this rotten carcass just to make it look alive.
A thousand lips. A thousand tongues. A thousand throats. A thousand lungs. A thousand ways to make it true. I want to do terrible things to you.
The ghosts of what I was keep getting in the way.
The ghosts of who I used to be, I can feel them come for me.
I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters
I am stronger than I have ever been in my decline.
There are times, plenty of times
I wish I could let it go
But they start to breathe
And they start to grow inside me
I don't know what I am I don't know where I've been
Human junk just words and so much skin
Stick my hands through the cage of this endless routine
Just some flesh caught in this big broken machine
is there anybody but you?
sitting in the dark wondering if you'll remove my skin
can you see what is happening?
pull it out and push it back
see?
i’m not from this world
not anymore
not me
and i’ve come to believe.
that’s ok.
i know who i am.
yes, i believe i am sleeping
after all, new world new times
Bow down before the one you serve. You're going to get what you deserve.
Wish there was something real. Wish there was something true. Wish there was something real in this world full of you.
Ringfinger. Promise carved in stone. Deeper than the sea. Ringfinger. Sever flesh and bone and offer it to me.
Wave goodbye. Wish me well. I've become something else. Something else. Just as well, really.
I'm losing ground. Well you know how this world can beat you down, and I'm made of clay. I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way.
I work downtown, which is always crowded with people and more than once this like from Wish rings true:
I hate everyone.
Pretty angsty, but it fits.
The ghosts of who I used to be
I can feel them come for me
Look through these blackened eyes, you'll see ten thousand lies.
I bet you think this song is about you
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Don't you?
Well....Fuck You
I'm running out of places I can hide from this. I'm running out of ways to keep on hiding this.
What am I supposed to do?
I lost my shit because of you
All the pigs are all line up. I give you all that you want. Take the skin and peel it back. Now doesn't that make you feel better?
The pigs have won tonight. Now they can all sleep soundly and everything is all right.
I want to fuck you like an animal. I want to feel you on the inside. I want to fuck you like an animal. My whole existence if flawed. You get me Closer to God.
What have I become? My sweetest friend. Everyone I know goes away in the end. And you can have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
If I could start again. A million miles away. I would keep myself. I would find a way.
Wrap my soul in bandages. I'm tired of this war. Go ahead and cut me. I can't even feel it anymore.
And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind.
Seems everything I've heard just might be true and you know me, well you think you do.
I play a game. It's called insincerity.
Well you just leave me nailed here, hanging like Jesus on this cross. I'm just dying for your sins and aiding to the cause.
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here