So, is this normal?
Today I was thinking that if a person pulled a gun on me and demanded my wallet.. I'd say no.
I've been feeling like my life up to this point has been a pretty big disappointment to me and probably my family as well.
I have no career path, no romantic prospects, dwindling confidence, etc.. And I've spent my entire life fighting through
shitty relationships that have reaffirmed what I've always thought in the back of my mind. That I'm probably honestly
not good enough for people to see me worthy of investing in..
So, while I'm absolutely not suicidal.. I don't think I'd really try to save my life by giving up the wallet..