i spoke too soon.
i quit my job, sold my car, funneled all of my money into a sham.
thank god i can't see that picture anymore. i uprooted to providence, rhode island, and got dumped.
anyway ...
i'm back in idaho, new low, but nowhere to go except up, i guess .... at 36 ... yeah, it's a joke. there's nowhere to go. period.